I often long to be simple and good, never say a clever thing again, never bother about subtle points, but give up my life to love of my neighbour. This is really a temptation--but it is Satan in an angelic form.

Bertrand Russell Letters

I too, despite being less brilliant and not as fully atheistic, have heard this form of Lucifer's voice call to me. I resist as best I can. But not even the king of beautiful liars can make an impression in this regard on this seeker after truth.